Okay I didn't take this picture my mom took it up the road from our house. My life lately is this picture with many different thoughts. Feeling so alone...out there...and so different.I wish I had a sister.... I see my friends with sisters and I am so envious how lucky they are to have some one who understands them and where they came from. Only those without sisters might understand my loneliness!!
Okay I really LOVE this picture though.....how beautiful is Idaho!! One Lonely Sunflower shining bight among millions and millions of wheat with blue sky and mountains in the background!! I never thought I could miss where I grew up but I do, so many days of thinking out in the quiet fields thinking I am the only person for miles, hot days, cool nights, wide open spaces. Oh how I miss the Idaho in the summer and fall (not so much the winter)!
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Oh this made me cry! If it makes you feel any better you were just like my sister for the first 9 years of my life so you have that special sister spot in my heart :) So anytime you need a sister chat.... I'm just a call away. Love ya!!!
That makes me sad...I guess I should have had another baby. But it could have been a boy and you still wouldn't have had a sister. I am sorry that my picture makes you feel alone! I just thought it was a cool pict!
Oh that is so sad Jill! It's true that nothing can take the place of close female friends and sisters to talk to. Your comments strike a chord with me b/c just recently I've been thinking of my daughter Lillian, and how she'll have no sisters. We're planning on being done, but I feel so guilty depriving her of any possible sisters! But . . if it was a boy, 4 brothers is sure a lot for 1 girl (and 1 mom) to handle! :S What to do . . .
PS: Do you think you're closer to your mom than you would be if you had sisters? For my sake, I'm hoping that's the case. I'm wondering if I can come close to filling that need in Lillian's life, or if it's something else entirely.
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